Purity 310 01/11/2021
Good morning!
Today’s photo comes from a friend who went on a winter hike this weekend
at the Corkscrew Rail Trail in Stephentown NY.
I have been sharing lots of sunsets and sunrises. So what better day to
bring us back down to earth than Monday!
But seriously, I love this photo of the snow, the trees, and the path
that seems to go on forever. I like it
so much that it may make me reconsider my opinion about hikes on snow covered
paths. We shall see.
But as for Monday, we can go down the “path of this week” with fear and
anxiety or we can enjoy the sights as we go and know that God goes before us
and that this “path has to go somewhere” and that wherever it takes us God will
be with us all the way until the end.
Today I continue to
share Dr. Neil Anderson’s “Twenty “Cans” of Success”, to encourage my friends
that are fasting as well as those who aren’t.
7. Why should I accept defeat when the Bible says
that God always leads me in victory (2 Cor. 2:14)?
This morning’s meditation
verse was:
1 John 1:5 (NKJV)
5 This is the message which we have heard from Him
and declare to you, that God is light and in Him is no darkness at all.
He gives us drinks that hydrate us, but if we choose
drinks that literally “toxify” us we will suffer. Alcohol causes us to lose our
inhibitions, to act foolishly, or to do and say things we regret. When we
overindulge, we again suffer the consequences of hangover or addiction.
As always, I share this information for educational purposes and
encourage all to purchase Anderson’s books for your own private study and to
support his work:
Don't
Create Your Own Light
The second lesson we learn from Isaiah is, Don't
light your own fire. In other words, don't create your own light. The
natural tendency when we don't see it God's way is to do it our way. Notice the
text again: "Behold, all you who kindle a fire, who encircle yourselves
with firebrands, walk in the light of your fire" (Isaiah 50:11).
God is not talking about the fire of judgment; He is talking about fire that
creates light. Notice what happens when people create their own light:
"And among the brands you have set ablaze. This you will have from My
hand; and you will lie down in torment." Essentially, God is saying,
"Go ahead, do it your way. God will allow it, but misery will
follow."
Let us illustrate from the Bible. God
called Abraham out of Ur into the Promised Land. In Genesis 12, a covenant
was made in which God promised Abraham that his descendants would be more
numerous than the sands of the sea or the stars in the sky.
Abraham lived his life in the light of
that promise, then God turned out the light. So many months and years passed
that his wife Sarah could no longer bear a child by natural means. God's
guidance had been so clear before, but now it looked as though Abraham would
have to assist God in its fulfillment.
Who could blame Abraham for creating
his own light? Sarah supplied the match by offering her handmaiden to Abraham.
Out of that union came another nation that has created so much conflict that
the whole world now lies in torment. Jew and Arab have not been able to dwell
together peacefully to this day. All this as a result of Abraham's trying to
provide his own light.
God superintended the birth of Moses
and provided for his preservation. Raised in the home of Pharaoh, he was given
the second most prominent position in Egypt. But God had put into Moses' heart
a burden to set his people free. Impulsively, Moses pulled out his sword,
attempting to help God set His people free. He killed an Egyptian taskmaster,
and God turned out the lights.
Abandoned to the back side of the
desert, Moses spent 40 years tending his father-in-law's sheep. Then one day,
he turned aside to see a burning bush that wasn't consumed, and God turned the
light back on.
I'm not suggesting that we may have to
wait 40 years for the cloud to lift. In our life span, that would be more time
than an average person's faith could endure. But the darkness may last for
weeks, months and, possibly, for some exceptional people, even years. God is in
charge, and He knows exactly how small a knothole He can pull us through. We
must only remember: "The One forming light and creating darkness, causing
well-being and creating calamity; I am the Lord who does all these" (Isaiah 45:7).
Let me share our second period of
darkness. Five years after Joanne's surgery to remove the lenses from both
eyes, her doctor suggested that she have a lens implant. So much progress had
been made that implanting a lens was done as outpatient surgery. At first
Joanne was reluctant. In addition, our insurance wouldn't pay at first, calling
the surgery "cosmetic," but it finally came around. Joanne's doctor
and I convinced her it was the best thing to do.
The surgery was successful, but Joanne
emerged from the anesthesia in a phobic state. She had been anesthetized in
surgery before, so I couldn't understand why she was so fearful now. I
certainly could understand her apprehension before surgery, because cutting
into one's eyeball is not something you look forward to. Just the thought of it
can send shivers down your spine. So her emotional state before surgery was
somewhat troubled.
But why was she traumatized after the
surgery? Could the anesthetic itself have caused her emotional state? Or could
the nature of her postoperative care have been a factor? The cost for medical
care has pushed many hospitals into day surgeries that leave no time for rest
or recovery after such a traumatic experience.
The nurses had to ask for my assistance
in helping Joanne come out of the anesthesia. Joanne was just one of several
patients that day, and I think part of their motivation was to clear a bed for
other patients. Most people need more emotional care than that. If she had been
permitted to recover from her experience gradually and spend at least one night
in the hospital, she might have recovered a lot better. Bringing Joanne home
that afternoon was an ordeal for both of us. She just couldn't stabilize
emotionally.
The possibility that this was also a
spiritual battle became evident the next day. Joanne thought she had a foreign
object in her eye that had to come out. This made no rational sense at all
because the surgery had been successful. She could see with 20/30 vision.
I didn't understand the battle for our
minds then as I do today. Since then, I have seen young women struggling with
eating disorders have such thoughts. Along with Paul, who said, "I find
then the principle that evil is present in me, the one who wishes to do
good" (Romans
7:21), such people believe they have evil present in them and they have to
get it out. That is the lie behind their purging, defecating and cutting
themselves. But the evil is not their blood, feces or food. And the evil that
Joanne was fighting was not the physical kind; it was the lie of Satan, which
came at a very vulnerable moment.
It is painful to recall this because
much of what followed could have been avoided. Joanne's struggle with anxiety
led to sleeplessness and finally depression. She went from her eye doctor to
her primary care doctor, to her gynecologist and finally to a psychiatrist.
Because they could find nothing physically wrong with Joanne, they assumed she
was a head case or a hormone case. They tried hormones, antidepressants and
sleeping pills, but nothing seemed to work. She lost her appetite and her
weight dropped significantly. She was hospitalized five times.
Finding Hope Again: Overcoming Depression.
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tomorrow--------------------------
God bless
you all!
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