I've been cleaning up my study area which has been cluttered receipts, old mail, and miscellaneous garbage. However, I am glad I am going through it carefully because I keep finding bits of paper where I took notes at a Bible study, one of my classes, or at recovery. Today I found the following, which came from my sponsor & mentor, Bob. I have cleaned it up with fancy fonts and reordered things a bit and added some additional translations of the scriptures quoted. This simple study is powerful for encouraging those who struggle (um... all of us) with life's difficulties. If you're looking to build yourself up, recitation of the scriptures and the text in red, is a powerful way to speak hope into your life.
It’s Worth It
2 Corinthians 4:17 (NKJV) 17 For our light affliction,
which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and
eternal weight of glory,
2 Corinthians 4:17 (BBE) 17 For our present trouble,
which is only for a short time, is working out for us a much greater weight of
glory;
2 Corinthians 4:17 (GW) 17 Our suffering is light and
temporary and is producing for us an eternal glory that is greater than
anything we can imagine.
Live with Eternity’s Values in View
My
Crown outweighs My Cross
My
Purpose outweighs My Pain
My
Destiny outweighs My History
My
Hope outweighs My Present Problems
My
Favor outweighs My Failures
My
Grace outweighs My Shame
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 (NKJV) 16 Rejoice always, 17 pray without ceasing, 18 in everything give thanks;
for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 (BBE) 16 Have joy at all times. 17 Keep on with your prayers.
18 In everything give praise:
for this is the purpose of God in Christ Jesus for you.
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 (GW) 16 Always be joyful. 17 Never stop praying. 18 Whatever happens, give
thanks, because it is God's will in Christ Jesus that you do this.
Praise the LORD
One last note of interest, the original document had PTL inscribed at the bottom, and I was clueless as to what it stood for. After a google search, I slapped myself mentally: PRAISE THE LORD, duh. Apparently I am not completely sanctified yet. Also avoid urban dictionary when looking up abbreviations; 100% sure Bob didn't mean any of those translations.
Want to change your life magically? I'm not sure how to do that but my Sponsor Bob shared with me a D. James Kennedy devotion, that if the imperatives (highlighted in Red) are followed, can work wonders in your life. I hope you find this simple lesson to be a profound help in your life. - Marc
The
Christian’s “Magic Wand”
“Let us
come before His presence with thanksgiving” – Psalm 95:2
Have you ever wished for a
magic wand that could change all the unpleasantness of life into something
good? Wouldn’t you love a way to instantly sweep away all the trivial things
that accumulate until they drag you down?
I
believe the Lord has offered us something similar to a magic wand. It can
change our outlook on the circumstances surrounding us. What is it? Gratitude. When we feel grateful, our perspectives toward things change.We
see our circumstances in a new, more positive light. And when we have grateful hearts, we want to
express our gratitude outwardly through thanksgiving. This can work in
reverse, too. If we give thanks even when we don’t feel very grateful, we often
feel our attitudes change in a more grateful direction, just as if we passed a
magic wand over ourselves.
Thanksgiving transforms the secular or commonplace into the sacred. When
we give thanks to God, suddenly we see God everywhere! We find ourselves living in an enchanted land,
a land in the presence of our great Creator and Redeemer. With
our spiritual eyes open, we can see that it is God who gives us
everything, from our daily bread to the money we need. Our faith grows stronger
as we express gratitude. All things become suffused with the divine presence. And
as we recognize God’s blessings,our thankfulness gives us victory over temptation and sin. How can we commit adultery when we are grateful
for ours pouses? How can we steal when we are grateful for and content with
what we have? How can we envy others’ talents and abilities when we feel
thankful for the way God has made us? How can we grumble or complain when we’re
thankful for God’s blessings?
We
should thank God, and we should also show gratitude for the ways others have
blessed our lives. Everyone
needs the kind of lift that gratitude brings.
What are you grateful for today? Thank
God for all the blessings He has given you, and see how it changes your
perspective on life. And don’t forget to express thanks to someone who has
enhanced your life. I hope that in your thanksgiving you’ll experience
joy.
In our Celebrate group, one of our guys said he was having doubts about God and didn't want to come to our weekly meeting. He came the next week and admitted that he only had a single day sober but we supported and encouraged him all the same and he seemed to be all right.
This week he contacted me about going to the meeting via text and asked if it was all right to come if he had been drinking. I asked if he was drunk. He said no but he smelled like booze. I told him not to drink anymore, to shower and brush his teeth, and I would pick him up. The meeting was 3 hours away so I figured oh well better at the meeting then home alone drinking.
I picked him up and he admitted to drinking since we spoke but he would behav himself. I wasn't thrilled ( or sure about what to do) with the prospect of taking someone under the influence to the meeting. Part of me was ready to tell him to go sleep it off and to come next week but I decided to bring him so we could counsel him. I wasn't sure what was going to happen and frankly I was annoyed with having to worry about his behavior.
Fortunately, he didn't act outlandishly during the teaching portion and was respectful.during the small group discussion. He admitted that he had been drinking and he didn't know how he was going to move forward. He was receptive to advice but seemed to be consigned to his failure. He said that he knew he was killing himself slowly but was hopeless on doing anything to stop it. His sponsor and I spoke on the power of God to change him and urged him to give himself back to the lord. He had left the Lord but the Lord hadn't left him. He broke down and cried that he wanted to be restored but didn't think he could do it again. We asked if we could pray for him. His sponsor and I prayed over him to let The Holy Spirit inside him drive out this spirit of hopeless addiction. As his sponsor prayed, I prayed in tongues feeling the spirit move me to. (Okay I know most people think praying in tongues is charlatan tricks or just insanity, but that is not my experience. I am no expert and would refer anyone interested in the subject to check out Robert Engelhardt's book "Speaking in Tongues: Heavens Language" https://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss_2?url=node%3D154606011&field-keywords=Robert+Engelhardt%27s+. ). Then I prayed over him (in English!) for him to surrender to the Lord and to know that God's infinite love and forgiveness was enough to cover his failure and that the Lord's power could change his heart and mind to break these chains that were binding him if he would just let go and let God.
He thanked us for praying for him and I took him home. I told him to get rid of any alcohol he had but he advised me that he had drank it all. Although I prayed for him, I was not to hopeful. He lives alone and could do whatever he wanted. His attitude towards drinking and smoking weed ( "out of weed too, Marc! He had shared.) was pretty bad so I was afraid that he might fall I spite of his willingness to look for help. The next day my fears seemed confirmed.
"I try and I try to no avail." He posted on his wall.
I replied with “Deuteronomy 4: 30 When you are in tribulation, and all these things come upon you in the latter days, you will return to the LORD your God and obey his voice. 31 For the LORD your God is a merciful God. He will not leave you or destroy you or forget the covenant with your fathers that he swore to them.”
I didn't get a reply. Work took me away for the day and after I went straight to church for a Goid Friday service.
His sponsor was there and he asked if I had heard what happened. My heart sank. "He checked into detox. The Holy Spirit was there working last night when we prayed over him!"
"Praise the Lord!
Unlike most Good Friday services, my church's was a prayerful worship filled celebration and I prayed and worshipped with great enthusiasm last night!
I know praying for others might make you feel awkward but God can move all things and he is listening. So keep praying!
March 22, 2015 was the day I woke up hung over,
prayerfully, for the last time. I had
entered the Celebrate recovery program at Rock Solid Church in Hudson NY two
weeks prior and had been excited at the prospect of cleaning up my life but
circumstances had put me in an environment where I thought the pressure to not
drink was too much, so I didn’t even try.
I wish I could say that the last time I went drinking was
an epic party to end all parties but it wasn’t.
Don’t misunderstand me. I didn’t
say I didn’t have fun. There was live music,
nice people, lots jokes, and laughs. There
were also drugs, desperation, dysfunction, and the signs of 30 years of
indulgence in the faces of those in attendance.
The ravages of alcohol and drugs and the emptiness of trying to recreate
moments of youthful exuberance were all around me. Even
in the moment, I saw this wasn’t what I was supposed to be doing, or even wanted
to do anymore, as a Christian. The
morning after my hangover wasn’t that bad but my soul ached that I had broken
my fellowship with Christ. I repented
that morning, asking God to forgive me for walking back into the darkness and
to help me not to go back ever again.
God is good to forgive us our sins if we ask (1 John 1:9)
and even though I failed, I felt that God had answered my prayer. I went to the next Recovery meeting confessing
my failure expecting criticism but finding acceptance. I left with a determination not to fall again
and to surrender my life daily to God.
God has been faithful. I haven’t fallen. I had never conceived of the possibility of
living without alcohol for a year. Some
of you, who read this, may not either.
However, if you trust in God, pray to Him to help you, and continually
turn to Him to lead you; He will set you free.
I have completed the Celebrate Recovery program and now
lead worship at our meetings (NOW with live mic and electric guitar! WHAT?!?!?)
. I have begun teaching, on occasion, because I
have been there, I get it, and I know what is possible if you put yourself into
it. If you are in the Hudson area on Thursday
nights, we meet at 6:30 pm at Rock Solid Church.
More importantly, I stand as a sign post pointing to the
one that can save you, heal you, and free you: Jesus Christ. It’s great to get sober but He can do so much
more. He has revealed to me that getting
sober was only the beginning of a new life in partnership with him. With Christ, I have earned an Associate’s
degree in Biblical studies, conquered the fear of public speaking, and gone on
mission to Africa. In my journey, I have
gained continuing revelation of truth and my purpose in life. He has revealed to me the errors in my
thinking and changed my priorities to be a faithful follower, husband and
father.
I don’t know what issues, problems, hang ups, or concerns
you may have. But I know this: Christ
cares about you. He loves you. And He can give you new life. This Sunday we celebrate His Resurrection:
the proof that He is the Son of God and everything He said is the truth. This Sunday can be the day you can start a
journey that ends in joy and eternal life.
I invite you to celebrate His Resurrection this Sunday at Rock Solid Church;
services are at 8:30 & 11 am. For
information about our church go to: http://rocksolidchurch.net/.
I wish all who read this all the best and I pray that you
let Christ be the one to lead you in this life and beyond in His eternal
Kingdom. God Bless You!
Happy St. Patrick’s Day to ALL! I wish everyone a joyous, festive, and safe
day. I also would encourage those
celebrating to recognize that St. Patrick’s Day is more than just celebrating a
national heritage; it is the celebration of the spreading of the Gospel of
Jesus Christ and the hope of eternal life that was brought to the people of
Ireland. Below I am sharing an excerpt
from David Jeremiah’s book “Upward Call”, that I hope you will find as
informative and inspirational as I did. Erin Go Bragh!
“Patrick’s
Troubles
“Always
carrying about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life of Jesus
also may be manifested in our body.” – 2 Corinthians 4:10
Today is the day that the patron saint of Ireland Saint
Patrick is honored. A native of Britain,
he was captured in the late fourth century A.D. by Irish pirates at the age of
sixteen and enslaved for six years in Ireland. During that time he committed
himself to Christianity. He escaped and returned to his family in Britain where
a few years later, he had a vision of the Irish calling him to return and
minister to them.
Rather
than resenting his years as a slave to the Irish, Patrick used the time as a
shepherd to contemplate what it meant to know Christ, what it meant to know God’s
forgiveness. He left Britain as an
unconverted teenager but returned as a believer in Christ. Without those six
years of suffering, who knows how different Patrick’s life may have been. And
who knows how many Irish might have never heard the Gospel through Patrick’s
ministry in Ireland in the 5th century?
Times of
trouble in life, be they brief or extended, require a change in perspective. Instead of asking, “Why is this happening to
me?” we must ask, “What is God doing in my life? What does He want me to learn
in this situation?” “ -David Jeremiah from Upward Call
I have been gone too long. I need to share to
tell you, and to remind myself, of all the wonderful things the Lord has done
for me.
Well I made it back alive from my mission trip to
Africa. My life was never really threatened
but we are never promised tomorrow and I suppose there were plenty of moments in
my trip where my life could have ended:
plane crashes (6
flights in total),
disease
(Ebola screenings!),
street violence (I’m assuming Soldiers/police in downtown
Harare and in the Shop Rite in Livingstone carry AK-47s for
show),
falling to my
death from a fool hardy trip halfway down a 500 foot gorge (I was wise enough
to turn back when I realized that Crocs didn’t offer the best footing and that
it wasn’t worth it. An exhausted companion who did the entire
trek later confirmed “It was stupid!” Apparently the river below didn’t offer
much more than the view from above, except swarms of mosquitoes and flies. )
However, the Lord watched over me and I am safely back
home.
It was an incredible experience that I will never forget.
The fact is dedicating two weeks of my life solely for the Lord’s purposes was
one of the greatest things I have ever done.
I felt like I was my ideal self:
all my time could be categorized as working for the Lord or proclaiming
the gospel and my personal testimony.
All throughout the trip I felt I was being led by the Holy Spirit. Every
devotional or gospel message seemed to lead to the next in a purposeful
unfolding that made everything I encounter seem truly momentous: AS IF IT WERE
MEANT TO BE!!!
The mission team
from my church were united in spirit and purpose with no division or conflicts
which isn’t always the case with large groups of diverse people (16). I found a new level of respect for Pastor
Jaron Halsted and Pastor Mike Lambert as they ably lead and ministered to the
group with great skill.
The team spent a week in Harare Zimbabwe where we did
concrete and tile work that would help support an orphanage that was funded by
Pastor Ephiel Mukamuri of Logos Rhema Ministries. Pastor Ephiel welcomed the
team into his home and was a most gracious host providing for all the teams
needs during our visit. While in
Zimbabwe, I spoke at Pastor Ephiel’s church and two schools that he supports
sharing my personal testimony and the Gospel.
We ended our time in Zimbabwe with a picnic with the orphans, dancing,
and praising the name of Jesus in song.
The team then went to Livingstone Zambia where we did
brick and mortar work for a school that the Temple of Power church is
building. Pastor Nelly Chibwela opened
up her home and heart to the team richly providing for our needs during our
visit. While in Zambia I preached at
Temple of Power Church and at Pastor Buster Tembo’s House of Testimony
Church. Near the end of our trip the
team crossed the border into Botswana for a day long Safari, where we took a
river Safari and then hopped into trucks going into the bush! The African landscape was graced by
spectacular blue skies and sunshine as the team spied, herds of elephants,
lions, wart hogs, baboons, crocodiles, hippos, impalas, lynx, and
cheetahs. Our final day in Zambia we
went to the awesome splendor that is Victoria Falls.
My time in Africa was well spent and I don’t regret it
but in life sometimes things aren’t always so wonderful.
The truth is my wife, who doesn’t share my zeal for
missions or evangelism, was not happy with my decision to go to Africa. I had made a determined decision to go
regardless of her feelings and she barley communicated with me while I was
away. What made matters even worse was that Michele suffers from recurring
kidney stones and infections. She was hospitalized just before my trip but she
was out when I left, granted with a subsequent appointment to remove a stint
while I was to be away. Things took a
turn for the worse and she had to be hospitalized while I was away, another
stint had to be put in. She was
extremely angry for what she sees as me abandoning her. Upon my return , she was cold telling me she
had contacted a lawyer in regards to getting a divorce. She was also very ill. She refused to go to
the Hospital that day but after a night of vomiting and not being able to keep
anything down we were headed back to Albany Medical Center.
While I was in Africa, I had left under the strain of a
spouse who didn’t fully support me and I could understand why some people leave
their families, or some people go into the mission field for good. The problems of my life back home were gone,
geographically distant and removed. I
really felt the urge to leave, find a nice Christian woman, and spend our lives
being missionaries. However, the Holy
Spirit was leading me while in Africa. The messages I heard were about
forgiveness, hope, and love. I strained
and prayed mightily for guidance but as much as I was taken with the life of a
missionary and preacher that I had come to experience everything I heard told
me to go back home and minister to my wife, to show her the love of Christ that
has changed my life so much. I sulkily
agreed that this was what the Holy Spirit was telling me to do, so I
reluctantly agreed to go home, apologize to Michele, and to begin to honor,
love and obey her as our wedding vows commanded.
So I apologized and started to do things to
be there for my wife, reluctantly agreeing to stop going to Bible college to be
there for her. I took her to her doctor
appointments and started doing things around the house to get things in
order. I still had fantasies about
running off with some Christian woman and being a missionary but I decided to
serve my wife regardless of my irrational feelings. Understand me when I say I was really grieved
about this conflict between my desires and what God was telling me to do but I
also felt good about being there for Michele and getting the house in order (AS
IF IT WERE MEANT TO BE).
I’m happy to
report that after days of speaking words
of encouragement and serving my wife I had a revelation about my irrational
thoughts. I discovered that all my
thoughts of running out of my marriage were just insane flights of fantasy that
I had given power to by dwelling on. I
realized that in my mind leaving my wife and finding love elsewhere was built
as an option to consider so I had opened a door to sin. It’s the tenth commandment : You shall not
covet (Exodus 20:17). I was wanting
things that weren’t mine and it was wrong.
As a married man, I was supposed to love my wife like Christ loved the
Church (Ephesians 5:25). I haven’t been faithful to my wife like I should have
been. God was calling me to repent.
I am happy to say that Michele has fully recovered from
her infection and that she has forgiven me.
I have made it plain to her that I am going to love honor and obey her
to the best of my abilities and things are going well.
I was chasing after God relentlessly to the exclusion of
my wife. I felt the call to the mission
field and went in faith. My visions of a
revival sparked by my visit to Africa weren’t realized but the Holy Spirit
spoke to me. Apparently, God wanted to get me alone for a while to show me what
was important. Galatians 5:22-23 says” But the fruit of the
Spirit is love, joy, peace, long suffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,gentleness, self-control.
Against such there is no law.” I have spent two and a half years
learning about God and faith but hadn’t put the lessons I had learned into
practice in my marriage. God sent me to
Africa to show me that He is awesome and ever present and to tell me to exhibit
the fruit of the Spirit in my life and marriage. .
I know I will be challenged and I might fail sometimes. I
know that I may never get my wife on board with the Spirit-filled Christian
life that I want to live. She may tire of me and leave me but I am going to try
to do God’s will for my marriage.
Pastor Mike’s wife, Sue Lambert, had to endure 8 years of
marriage to him before he gave himself to the Lord. Now he is a Pastor!
In the Bible, Joseph was in prison for years before he was
raised to prominence and saved his family and the entire nation of Egypt. Moses spent 40 years in the desert serving
the Lord and never set foot in the Promised Land. Paul was rendered blind when Christ was
revealed to him with no knowledge that his sight would be restored and he would
go on to give his life spreading the gospel.
The point is serving God isn’t without hardship and it is
not about receiving a reward here on earth (Matthew 5:12 Rejoice
and be exceedingly glad, for greatisyour reward in heaven, for so they
persecuted the prophets who were before you.).
I am going to try to do what God would have me do in my life
and marriage without the expectation of reward.
I am going to serve, honor and love my wife as an expression of my faith
in Jesus Christ. .
Well today is the day! In a few hours I will be on a plane off to Africa. The last few weeks have been crazy: getting acclimated to a new crew at work, hitting a deer on the Taconic parkway, rushing Michele to the hospital with a kidney infection, doing 4 papers in 2 days for the Bible college, and being in a frantic state of mind preparing myself for the trip. Many would say to call it off and just stay home but I received a call to go on a mission trip almost 2 years ago now. I have faith that I Am supposed to do this. Believe me at times I have doubted it especially since Michele's medical problems but I still have this sense that I am meant to go. So I go! I have to trust and have faith.
I have to trust that Michele will continue to heal and with the help of her friend, Sandy, get the care she needs. I have faith that my kids will be obedient to their mother and do their school work. I have to have faith that God will watch over them while I'm away.
I have to have faith in the plane! I have to have faith I will arrive and leave safely. I have to have faith that I will do some good work for the Lord while I am in Africa. I am not sure wheather the purpose I am going has to do with the people I meet, the work we will do on the schools and churches, my walk with the Lord, or all of the above but I have faith that God is with me in this.
This exercise in faith of mine is no different from yours really. Although I am going an ocean away and things are uncertain for me, those who stay home are trusting that things will be good. They are trusting they and their family will remain healthy, will keep their jobs, will be safe, and they won't hit a deer on the way to work! I can tell you, though even here in the safe U.S.A., these things are not certain.
Only one thing is certain. God is good, he came to earth as Jesus Christ and He paid for our sins on the cross. If you have faith in Christ, you will have eternal life with Him (John 3:16).
In Matthew 28 18. Jesus came to them and said, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me.19 Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit,20 and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”
Christ has given me salvation and a new life. So I go. God bless you all.
